you try your best to be the best

but its not working

you honestly think i care what you say

you cant change what you did in the past

you can change your mind, but not that

and your totally kidding yourself saying that same thing to me

i am not going to listen to what you say

you may talk the talk

but your honestly trying so hard to be cool

pull your hoodie on and your running shoes boy

you aint no G

honestly, time goes so fast when your on the internet for a long time

haah

found some pictures on my phone

blake back in may

stealing nicks nandos

the art teacher made these, ha

didnt want to get up

got ready in about, half an hour to 45 minutes

did a qce point test

aaron picked us up

ate cheese and bacon balls and tiny teddies from aarons lunch box

got home

ate a cool sandwitch on turkish bread

yummmm

conal

Got up and worked for 5 hours.

Took a woolworths card off a lady and she went mad.

company policy says brett

finished work

saw our friends in the three shop

came home, and waited around for someone to pick up some pieces of clothes for an article in the newspaper

thats right, were getting a mention in some article this week about the village markets

anyway, nathan came over

we sang him some songs because he’d never heard us sing

rode our bikes to mcdonalds

did some maths homework

drew some pictures

he stayed for dinner

liam came up, we drove to the video shop

got a movie

watched that

and now im tired

and finally

well done boys

biggest mix of ages, even michael. hes 12 and he was so good.

so many people there, heaps of people i didnt expect to see.

hanno and some other kooks

met some people

took a photo or two

saw one of my friends who i hadnt seen in years, sammy c.

and nic chase.

went to maccas after, and then did the biggest loop drive home.

Went to Josies tonight, saw mike on the bus. was funny because i didnt even see him till he got off.

ha.

went to pac fair, some some late night feinds.

saw sam robbie and some other creeps

after looking around for a bit

we kicked it back to the bus stop

where we found daniel and his bretherin

caught a bus with them

daniel changed his shirt three times

then jumped of at josies, and ran down the street in the dark

went home

watched the boat that rocked

was a pretty cool movie if you ask me

i liked it

nothing tommorow

exept hanging with jesse and plab

yo

Ham, cheese, cucumber, red onion and some vinegar on top.

Oh yeah.

Also made some homemade lemonade

sooo icy cold

then saw conal for like 5 minutes

atu kicked him out of the car because he saw me.

ha

sucked in conal, had to skate home

then went with nathan to the pines in search of graph paper

he has a blue car

like not dark blue

but like electric blue

woo

got some frozen coke

and then dropped me home

helped dad cook an awesome chicken curry

was so divine

did my maths assignment

in about 1 hour 30.

pretty good if you ask me

now all i have to do, is type up the words

and re-write it all neatly and im good

had a nice chat with tim tonight about rone and some other stencil artists

he thinks he knows everything, but he clearly doesnt.

afl tommorow, finals

watchout.

Its not as if I’m wrong. But I’m not completely right.

How can my day get any worse.

Sometimes I just get so oblivious to everything around me, that I miss whats going on. I missed what was right infront of me, the truth for one.

And then I get hit with lies and told im fake.

I dont spread rumours like i used to. I used to be terrible, but I keep to myself now.

I just can’t comprehend where I am sposed to go with this now.

I feel way in over my head, and I want someone to throw me a rope and pull me out.

This would be a good time, I need someone to fall back on.

My uncomfortable pain was not there.

Then after about an hour, it came back.

I honeslty have no idea what it is. But since Wednesday at about 12 I have had this discomfort in my gut.

Not my stomach, just under my ribs.

Tonight I couldnt even get through a whole breath. I couldnt walk up my own hill, my mum and sister had to pull me.

I keep getting these random bouts where i struggle to breath properly.

Anyway, mowed the lawn. Heres my good mowing.

After mowing, I went to taylors.

Sat around for abit.Then n  sy hi to beau in his room./

After about 10 minutes chatting a whole bunch of lads came in, including shoota sayin that they were there to audition for the new band.

Good one beau, new bandhuh.

Went down to the jam room, to find the boy singing the song daisy and i had made up the vocal melody.

The boy who was singing, sang so quietly and was slightly of key.

Then I said:

“why dont we sing with you, yeh?”

hes agreed, but also said he would add in some of his own harmonies.

Daisy and I still sang it better, shoota knew that. so did beau. Even seemed as if the kid thought we did too.

He hadnt realised that it was us, the previous singers, until i mentioned the song on the internet.

Anyway, then i told him he needed to sing louder and oopen his mouth. Then he did and it was louder, but worse.

Left there and looked at laptops and got lollies.

Here is some photos that were on my digital camera from Nicks.

thats what daisy thinks of max haha

sebbyy hahahah

dorky smile harry

I think that some of what you said were lies.

But I dont care.

Im not the kindof person to hold a grude.